Feeling Dead Inside

They say that our eyes are our windows to our soul.

What if our soul is dead?

What do our eyes say then?

My eyes became unfeeling…even fearful.

My eyes became a protective mechanism for recognizing potential hurt & pain & filtering out all of the bad instead of letting in the good.

I felt dead inside: emotionally & spiritually.

My physical death was a looming presence over me.

Sometimes I felt an immense spark, but sometimes I felt deep despair.

Alone & lost, I trampled on in life until I couldn’t be dead inside anymore.

We all have a deep desire to connect with ourselves & others, but if it’s been unsafe to even try before, or maybe we keep getting shut down, we close up & try to do life alone.

Our spiritual & emotional souls die alone.

Our self-worth lowers.

I see you.

The thing is, it doesn’t have to be that way.

There is life inside of us.

We just have to water our life, & our true nature, our true being.

Just like plants need love, so do we.

Our life is our connection with ourselves & with others.

Healing our emotional trauma sheds light in the darkness.

Little by little, space & life & love start to creep in.

Healing our emotional trauma from our past creates that loving space for our self-love, self-worth & the life that we have always wanted.

That life tho.

That life.

It’s inside of you, just as much as it’s inside of me.

I can feel it.

Can you?

In big love,

💗Lilli